26.2.09
26February 4/5am
Song : 30SecondsToMars - From Yesterday
Mood: Blank, headphone cupping ear and just plain blank.
I did a pretty silly thing just now.
I went to read baby's past post :x
Woah. She and her ex are so.. Loving manszx.
Saw AhKid there. Ha. Laughed to myself.
Then I went over to Charmaine/Namiko's blog.
Then went over to her past too.
Ohmy. Guess what i saw.
I show you okeh?
Is that my BoogieWoogie i spot winning?
GOGO BOOGIEWOOGIE :D
I still love you!
(cos i neglect petsociety for months alr :x)
And as I'm typing this,
my playlist just switched songs to..
TheScript - Breakeven. (:
One of my favourite songs to sing.
Me & honhey would laugh when we sing ;x
Suddenly think of past brothers.
Manman,Viki,Dick. You guys not by my side anymore.
Why? I always was the youngest and you guys treated me like your sibling.
Manman, how can you leave me like that. D';
Viki, why you just go in home like that. -.-
Dick, how can you disappear without a trace. :/
Fuck. I miss you guys.
Manman, I dont blame you alright? RIP.
"Brothers this life, brothers for life (':"
I feel like crying. My life, I realised changed so much.
From dancing to no more dancing.
From having a band now back to basics.
From having nothing, now having a wife (Hello wifey! I love you.)
But I cry, is because how I got here,
Wasn't really a happy journey.
Yes, I may have got a place in the course I want.
I have found my true love.
But god. You know how much more I need right?
Readers, you can dont read this part.
It's for me ranting only. Cos i been having nightmares..
God; why do you keep giving me & my dad dreams of me dying?
Why do I always die in a different way in these dreams?
What are you trying to point out? What's happening?
I cant die, not now. I have so much to do.
So fucking stop giving me nightmares that I'll die.
It freaks me out. Seriously. I can cry.
But everytime I wake, I smile and say.
"Only sweet dreams come true. Nightmares dont."
But, these are too frequent. Fuck.
How you expect me to get some PROPER rest.
Screw life. Darn.
Shall post at night alright? :'D
Corruption marked 2/26/2009 04:50:00 AM