19.7.09
How many times do you wna think it's me.
How many times do you wna think that i'm a thief.
I never stole
ANYTHING. Ok? Everytime something go missing.
You just fcuking blame me. Today also, same thing.
Just ransack my room, cos you lost some fucking 200 bucks.
I wont ask money from you la, I'd rather starve & save.
You're a motherfucking son of a bitch, you know that?
Only thing I know I stole, is the fucking smile I used to have.
A smile that came from what this family gave me. But you took it away.
& I have to actually steal it back, and just SMILE.
Do you have any idea how I feel everytime it happens?
Do you know how I feel when you frame me
ALL the time.
WITHOUT fail?
People say
"woah, i like your dad." "you have a great family."and those fucked up lines. But whenever they say, i think.
Yes, you do buy me stuffs, you give me money for what I want.
You train me in Pool, you bring me go out and stuffs.
But is that what I really want? No. Straight no off the brain.
It's really fucked up. I'm giving up man. Really.
I hate you, for making feel so fucked up.Nbcb.
Can history stop itself anot. Knn.
Corruption marked 7/19/2009 10:33:00 AM